“I am trying to use my new blog

I am trying to use my new diary and having difficulty-that is me I hate to change something I do a certain way and feel intimidated-but after a bit of time and I get up the courage I will do it. …….Since Neil was frustrated at the progress of our home-i opted out of bible study and just worked, and organized for four hours (who needs a gym when you are working like that at home-up and down the stairs as well)we never had stairs before so it is exhausting-my gfriend Melanie, a trainer, told me that she makes her stairs work for her by alternating the way she goes up and down them to work out different muscles in her legs…anway focus Amy back to what I was talking about ( I am like rosana Rosana Dana) remember her from SNL or were you not born yet?? So i got alot done today around our house and feel really good tonight. I was fixing dinner, having a glass of wine, watching the kids play outside and feeling so lucky.-that was after a day of William being sooo hyper that I was about to lose my mind-he talked all day and screamed and was talking about poops and farts until I couldn’t take it anymore. Then he went over to the neighbors and I got a break-after that I could handle him again and appreciate his energy. I need to start having him run laps again to tire him out (and Jac as well). ……We went to his school today and met the principal and staff-they are so nice and down to earth. I think we are going to make it afer all (MTM) i mean like it here…Tonight we are decorating the Christmas tree together and watching, “” Rudolph”" for the twelth time I might add but it is still nice.