Christmas Cookies

The Ham’s were just over and we made Christmas cookies and had dinner. Just what the kids need is more sugar. Mel and I sat by the fire. It was so nice. I miss seeing them weekly. I feel like big pig. Tonight I pigged out and last night at Dyane’s I had filet mignon that Chris prepared that was out of this world. OMG. I have been eating for two days straight and I have quite the week ahead of me. I better slow down.

Little miss Me, as the neighbor calls her daughter, is now suited for Kaylee’s new name. Little miss attitude. Did I mention that she was upset that someone did not believe she was on tv? Hello. Then she said, “Can you tell Emily that I really was on Nanny 911.” OMG she was one craziness. Gotta curb some of that behavior.

Today was a really rainy day. Kaylee and I went to the gym and then to the grocery store. Came back and cooked and then took a hot bubble bath. I was in heaven. I remember when I was nineteen and living in paris and I did not have a bathtub. I have never missed something so much in my life. I love baths.I finally found a friend Karen, who had one at her hotel and soaked in it for hours. After the bath, I got in sweats and cuddled under a blanket with the kids watching funny movie, Cat in the hat. Although when I was young it would have scared me. Anyways I had such a happy feeling and feeling of peace then. I felt like there was no where else I would rather be than there. that is a great feeling especially for me to have since I hate to miss anything, or should I say the old Amy.

One last thing that I am in shock about but happy that Wills shared. I hope when he gets older he does not get upset that I shared this-he told me last night, “Mommy you know how I saw inapporpriate things, and sometimes I think about innapropriate things, well when I do my penis gets all stiff and hard, is that normal??” I was thinking two things OMG can’t believe it and thank God he is not gay!!