The Christmas Tree

The Christmas tree still stands and at this point I may leave it up until next year. I hate putting that away. I mean setting it up is so much more fun. I am loving this lazy day. the kids are off from school. We are hanging out. Not in any rush. Our only plans are me the gym, and us lunch and a movie. Tonight the Ham’s are coming over for dinner. Yea.

The past two nights we watched a family movie at six and we were all in bed by eight thirty. Wills was so excited. I just made eggs from our hens and all is calm. Wills has started playing soccer with Jac and Neil and that is really great. Wills was feeling left out and he is so naturally agile. I love to have them do something good for them in common and also help with Wills anxiety. We had fun at the parties yesterday. I love the Moms from ECday. Then we went to another football party at Dyane and Chris’s. It was mellow but good.

I ate so much this weekend I feel like a piglet. Not anymore-back to my routine of healthy discipline. That is what weekends are for-I just wish the feeling would not come every Sunday. I can go one or two days but three makes me feel gross. Anyways I know this is such an interesting topic of conversation. I have been having a lot of thoughts and recurring feelings. One of them has been and is a great feeling that I have expressed to you. I am feeling super greatful all of the time. I am loving my family so much and we are comfortable, safe and healthy. I keep thinking about how hard others have it in the world. This year I am def. going to introduce more charity work for my children and myself.

Yesterday I was feeling not cute and insecure. I hate when that happens. It was one of those days where when someone gives someone else a compliment, I take it as an insult. Ie;Your okay I am not. That is reminescent of my entire puberty years. Yuck. Right now the kids are attempting to make a smoothie out of milk, icecream and berries. It is starting to smell like something is burning. I better go check it out asap.