Here I am………

by Amy Cubbison on May 13th, 2009

Here I am Miss.America………..Atleast that is what my father use to call me, or say. Ha ha. Far from it. I am being so lame about blogging. I think it is due to Facebook. That is so time consuming. At any rate, I need to get back on track and atleast do every other day. I may lose my following.
Updates-well there have been a lot of ups and downs around our household. Mostly bad but getting better. Too much to go in to.
Today is Kaylee’s fifth bday. Happy birthday my little angel and love of my life. I just stare at her all of the time and can’t absorb how cute she is. I couldn’t make her up any cuter. Her party was fun. We hired Princess Jasmine who had the personality of a peanut. The kids had fun. Kaylee said that she did not look like the real jasmine. Neil was upset on how much everything cost. It was a nice turn out and I felt like I did well at saving some money-but then again that is always the way we go.
Tonight my parents are coming over for an early dinner, along with my brother and nephew. We are having fried rice per Kaylee’s request, and Dip n Dots cake. My mother bought Kaylee a pink bike with training wheels. I hope it fits her. I can’t wait to see her face when she sees it. Neil is building her a see saw but I wish it was already finished. When we had Kaylee’s party all she wanted was to open the presents. I said next year, I will have a drop gift off party and save us all a lot of money and hassle. NOw i have the dreaded thank you notes.
Dont’ faint now, but I have been cleaning the house and doing laundry. I am almost caught up. I have the bug right now of organizing-probably because I feel that I have no control otherwise. I am really trying to get the kids to pick up after themselves. The challenge is much more than I ever want to take on but it is driving me crazy. I wish I had trained them better.
Later I am going to a RIviera fashion show. I love those events. Free sushi free drinks and free bad self esteem. that is after the six foot skinny ladies walk down the runway. I always tell myself that they are abnormal looking. Arn’t they?? ha ha..
I am going to lots of therapy and trying to finally finalize my time to grow up. I think it is working. It must be I would rather go to therapy than shop. I am really being honest with myself and everyone for the first time in my life. I have been standing up for myself which is feeling good. Uh oh I can see myself going a bit out of control with it. hope not.

From my-life

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