by Amy Cubbison on June 19th, 2009

SAD DAYS OR SAD WEEKS/MONTHS. WE PUT DOWN OUR TEACUP SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD DOG MOLLY. WE ARE ALL GRIEVING IN DIFFERENT WAYS. I HAVE BEEN SUPER ANXIOUS BUT WHEN THE THERAPIST MAKES ME SIT WITH MY FEELINGS, THE TEARS COME FLOWING OR OVERFLOWING. IT FEELS BETTER THA BEING ANXIOUS. I FEEL THAT THERE IS SO MUCH ON MY PLATE RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO RUN. I JUST NEED TO BE IN THE MOMENT AND NOT BE SO BUSY. I DO THINK WHEN SOMETHING SAD HAPPENS IT BRINGS A FAMILY CLOSER. WILLS WENT WITH MOLLY TO THE VET TO PUT HER DOWN. IT MADE HIM VERY SAD BUT IT WAS A VERY TOUCHING TIME FOR HIM. HE IS AN AMAZING BOY WITH A GREAT SOUL. I DID NOT HAVE THE COURAGE TO. THAT MORNING WE ALL BATHED MOLLY, MASSAGED HER, LAYED HER IN THE SUN AND LOVED ON HER. SHE SLEPT WITH ME FOR THE PAST TWO NIGHTS, AND THAT WAS NICE AGAIN. SHE ACTUALLY CALMED DOWN AND DID NOT SHAKE WHICH IS UNUSUAL FOR HER .. SHE SEEMED VERY PEACEFUL WHEN WE TOOK HER THERE. NOW SHE IS UP IN DOGGY HEAVEN WITH MIDGE AND PANDA. YESTERDAY I CAME HOME AND BROKE DOWN BECAUSE OF THE ABSENCE OF HER PRESENCE. I MISS HER SO SHE WAS AROUND FOR SEVENTEEN YEARS. MARINA’S FISH DIED YESTERDAY. SHE CAME RUNNING IN CRYING SAYING HER FISH WAS NOT PEDDLING ANYMORE. SAD BUT WHAT A CUTE WAY TO EXPRESS THAT.  WE GAVE UP ON FAIR FISH CAUZE THEY DIE THE NEXT DAY. WE HAVE HAD OUR SHARE OF DYING ANIMALS BUT MOLLLY HAD A GOOD LONG LIFE.

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