HAPPY FATHER’S DAY

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO ALL OF THE FATHER’S OUT THERE. WHAT AN IMPORTANT ROLE YOU HAVE SO TAKE IT SERIOUSLY. I THINK IT IS SO IMPORTANT BECAUSE BEING A GOOD FATHER SHOWS YOUR DAUGHTERS ESPECIALLY WHAT TO LOOK FOR IN A MARRIAGE, HOW VALUABLE THEY AND THEIR BODIES ARE AND HOW TO EXPECT TO BE TREATED. HAPPY FATHER’S DAY DAD. I LOVE YOU.
THE KIDS WOKE ME UP SAYING I NEED TO COOK FOR NEIL. THEY ARE WORRIED ABOUT HIM AND HIS GLUTEN FREE DIET. WILLIAM’S GIFT TO HIM WAS FINDING A GLUTEN FREE WEBSITE THAT DELIVERS OVERNIGHT. WE ALL MADE HIM BREAKFAST AND I BY ACCIDENTLY PUT ON NON GLUTEN FREE SPAGETTI’O'S. IT WAS AS IF I WAS THE ANTI CHRIST TO THE KIDS. AS IF I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH TO REMEMBER NOW THIS GLUTEN FREE THING IS VERY DETAILED. IT IS CUTE HOW MUCH THE KIDS CARE ABOUT IT AND HIM. HE IS A GOOD DAD.
I SLEPT SO GOOD LAST NIGHT. TODAY I FEEL THAT I CAN HANDLE THE FUTURE WHATEVER IT IS. TODAY WE ARE GOING TO CHURCH, THEN MY FATHER’S HEALING. AFTER THAT WE ARE MEETING MY FAMILY AT MY FAVORITE MEXICAN RESTAURANT EL CALEJON. I WENT THERE YESTERDAY. I LOVE THAT PLACE. CONSISTENT IN FOOD AND SERVICE. SERVICE WITH A SMILE.
I MISS MOLLY DAILY AND SOMETIMES IT HURTS SO BAD AND SEEMS SO FINAL. MOURNING IS NOT FUN NOR DOES IT FOLLOW A SPECIFIC PATTERN. IT IS INDIVIDUAL TO EVERYONE. I HAVE LOST ABOUT FIVE POUNDS. FIVE POUNDS THAT I WANTED TO. NOT THE BEST WAY FROM STRESS AND SADNESS BUT GOOD TIMING. RIGHT FOR SUMMERTIME.
MY THERAPIST IS REALLY HELPING ME ALTHOUGH I DONT’ THINK MY MOTHER, NEIL OR BROTHER AGREE. I AM GROWING UP FINALLY BUT IT HURTS THAT THERE IS SO MUCH DOUBT OUT THERE. I NEED TO BELIEVE IT IN MYSELF, AND THERE LIES THE PROBLEM WITHIN-OR THE SOLUTION.
KAYLEE GRADUATED FROM PRESCHOOL THE OTHER DAY. IT WAS THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. I RECORDED IT AND PLAN ON WATCHING IT WHENEVER I GET DOWN OR ANYONE DOES. I CAN MARKET IT. KAYLEE HAD THE BEST TEACHERS WHO REALLY LOVED EACH AND EVERY STUDENT. I HAD THE JITTERS AGAIN NOT KNOWING WHO’S MOM WAS WHO’S KID? IT IS INTIMIDATING TO ME. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY KNOW ME AND I DON’T KNOW THEM, I FEEL SO RUDE. THERE ARE A LOT OF NICE, VERY BEAUTIFUL COOL MOMS AT BOTH OF THEIR SCHOOLS. MY PARENTS MISSED IT AND THAT WAS A SHAME.
GOING TO TAKE KAYLEE AND GO BACK EAST AND VISIT MY FAMILY. I CAN’T WAIT. I HAVE SUCH THE URGE TO BE WITH THEM AND GIVE AND RECEIVE LOVE.
WILLIAM HAD HIS FIFTH END OF YEAR PARTY. I MEAN IT IS A NONSTOP PARTY FESTIVAL AND FIELDTRIP FESTIVAL. IT IS CRAZY. THEY GO SO OVERBOARD BUT IT SURE LOOKS LIKE FUN FOR THE KIDS.
GOT THEIR REPORT CARDS. NO SURPRISE THAT THERE ARE TARDIES UPON TARDIES. THEY BOTH NEED HELP IN READING AND WRITING BUT EXCEL IN MOST OTHER AREAS ESPECIALLY TALKING IN CLASS! LOL