short order chef

I am a short order cook this summer, with three different requests from three little angels. It is waring on me and school is looking better everyday-sort of. Most days are good. I am having that impending feeling lately that we need to get to all of the summer festivities or traditions that we missed. This feeling is reminscent of most of my childhood-never wanted to miss anything. Some of those things I would like to do are picnic at beach park, at sunset, go to an outdoor concert, and do a small vacation and visit Jean.
My spirit has been better lately because I am turning it over to GOd. Church has really helped fill me up again. My thoughts are calmer and getting clearer. It is funny, it is as if I notice changes in myself through the holy spirit inside myself once I go to church. I remember this feeling of peace and I have not had it for a long time.
Kaylee has a loose tooth. She told me that she loves God so much for having her tooth get loose because she can get money from the toothfairy and get rich! Ha. Isn’t that an oxymoron.
Wills is worrying so much and it is breaking my heart and exhausting my soul, all the while it bleeds for him . I can’t wait to find a solution to this. One thing for sure, is am being more accountable and watching what goes on around my kids to keep them focused and more calm.
Last night we went out to diner with my parents and brothers family. We went to this old, local pizza place, where I use to frequent. It is a whole in the wall with the best cheesiest (three kinds) of pizza ever. It was a nice summer night. Then we went to see the seals at the cove. It is amazing to witness.
I had my recurring nightmare last night that I have a birthday party and nobody comes except some Asian neighbors and my brother and family, and nobody had a gift. This is one of my themes of bad dreams throughout my life.Ha. Silly huh? I was trying to dial my friends and ask them where they were and everyone said they forgot. I was throwing a tizzy fit. Atleast it was not a nuclear war or earthquake dream where nobody is with me.
Yesterday after church Kaylee was telling us the story of Moses. THen Jac corrected her a few times. It was so cute because she got upset that she was not a good story teller and started to cry. Then Jac, whom is so cute with her, said,’Kaylee you are a great story teller, I just want to teach you and help you because I am your big brother.” Anyways off the cute meter chart. The two of them play together so cute, and they make so much noise they make Wills anxious.
Kaylee just asked me to have a treat, as she does several times a day, much to my mother’s dismay. I said once she finishes breakfast. She came in and got a popsicle and said,”I finished my breakfast, now I am getting a treat, and I am not lying, I am truthing!” Cute.
Lots of plans with people this week because of the fear of not doing it all before summer ends. having such a short summer, is a bummer for my kids but as they say it is what it is.