Rainy days………

Rainy days are so nice. I think they should be like snow days back east and kids get them off. Atleast that is what I think the first part of the day when keeping them home. ha ha. No today there were storm watches, tornadoe watches etc. thunder and lightening, and I was scared. So when I am scared I just want to be lazy, and hide out with my kids in a safe place. So I am laying in bed working on business. I have a nervous energy today. LIke I had to much caffeine, or I am in trouble for something. Not sure where it is coming from but I don’t really welcome it. Yoga yoga yoga. That is what I need but I am too anxious. Yesterday I went back to the doctor because my lower back was aching. I am so afraid of getting that kidney infection again that I have been going back to the doctors a little bit more than normal. My mother reminded me of that. I even found a nice little clinic, I love that resembles my old La JOlla medical clinic. So far, I am healthy still. I hope and pray things stay that way.
So what else is new? I got a new tire free cuz i cute. ha ha. Maybe but whatever the reason is that I run in to curbs, i love how they help me out. I bought the guys all Einstein bagels. They were happy and it felt nice to do despite the hailing rain. I was driving around asking everyone to run to my car including the bagel guy. Thank God for nice people and my little girl voice-sometimes. That is where I am guilty of being spoiled.
I almost forgot the most important thing of the day-toay is our father’s, not God, but close, Joe Lasensky’s eighty fourth bday. We are celebrating it tomorrow night with the family. Kaylee wants to make a cake desperately. In fact she got wind that her birthday is the next one in the family coming up, although six months away and that is her biggest topic of conversation daily. It is really cute when you can step back and appreciate it but sometimes it gets taxing going over how many different things she is going to have, change, not have and do for it. We have changed cakes, food, colors, theme, and how many princesses and which princesses about eight times. Lately she is also in to drawing pictures of me, and asking me per detail what I want ie;lipstick color). She is constantly drawing little fashionist pictures that are so cute. She is destine for clothing design. HOPefully she will have the heart or thick skin for it. Not like Moi.

I forgot to pay my cable bill again. Damn six weeks goes by fast. I think Neil smirks at this. I set almost all of them up on autopay but that one. I hate paying bills and I can’t believe how expensive everything is. It feels much better to buy a pair of boots I can wear daily and get the high from.
I want my kids to make a nice card for my father. I was brainstorming what to make or give him. I already ordered him a Snuggie for xmas………so can’t wait to give that to him. He is one person who will truly love it. I may do one of my poems or mushy things but he will just wave his hand and say “ahhh.’ He gets uncomfortable with too much emotion now.
I am going to sit down with my kids and bring my distracted mind in the moment…………ask them questions respond and listen. I hate when I feel distracted. The only problem is when I want to go have quality time they often have Disney on and can’t be bothered with me, and ignore me. Oh well it is worth a shot.!