Where oh where did my facebook go?

I am feeling confused and frustrated due to the absence of my facebook account. I am not sure where it is, how it is gone or who disabled it? It is definitely creating some crazy thoughts in my head as to who, where and why? As you can probably imagine.
I am very sad today because we learned that my Daddy’s sister, Aunt Shirley died. She was the sweetest most loving person and very close to our family especially my family back east. I feel so bad for my father and their remaining sister Aunt Hossie. I feel sick to my stomach and sad that I did not get to say goodbye. My brother Peter said he spoke with her yesterday which is unusual for him, so that makes me feel good. My niece Katie has been so close to Aunt shirley, she was like another mother/grandmother. I feel helpless, and not sure what to do to make everyone feel better. I know she is in heaven, and looking down upon us. She is a saint, or close to and now we all have an investigative Guardian angel up there. Besides she is now with Uncle Max. It is funny how things hit us differently. At first I was not so terribly sad because I thought about how much she has been suffering and hating old age but now, I am feeling the loss for myself and everyone else who knew her……Goodbye Aunt Shirley……………………we will miss you. xoxo Daddy please hold on much longer. No more to be written about today.