So much to say not enough time………….a popular tag line in my lif

I am being so bad at bloggin………I am so sorry …………. I am busy visiting all my friends that I have not been giving attention to lately. My father is doing okay. I bought him a snuggly. I never thought I would buy one of those for anyone but my Dad gets cold all of the time. I want to keep him cozy always. I miss my two aunts who died. They were such good souls that I feel their presence as a guardian angels. I am feeling much more stable this week. Last week was a tough week. I also have a lot of things to be excited about or look forward to. I also feel that I have been a good present Mother lately which is so important to me. Last week I went to church with the kids because William wanted me to so badly, and the message is “It is never too late.” I feel bad for some of my times not being in moment with my kids with all my drama occuring over the past few years…..so I am taking what he said t heart and I keep repeating that to myself daily.Happiest time is savoring the moment and the little things. Man I sound like a Hallmark card. That would actually be a good job for me with all my sentimentality. I love all the mushy songs about the fragility of life. My therapist say’s I am afraid of dying and missing out on something In life, so I want to experience every minute and everything. I guess not bad if I have down time, clear thoughts and balance. Enough about me. Ha ha. seriously I was watching a comedian at a dinner party and he was showing how some people always have to top others stories….and it was a bit of a frightening mirror for me. I guess that it is good to be aware but I get on stage fast…….prob. to fast.
So quick week rundown. Kaylee and I have been having a lot of talks about her body as a temple and respectig it, ie; not dancing like Britney Spears. She has had attitude lately and I don’t like it. I told her she needs a attitude adjustment. Ha. She told me she is crushin on William’s friend a bit. Oh dear….once again that damn apple falling close to the tree in m family. Jac got picked for A team soccer out of forty kids, he is so happy. Today was crazy hair day for my kids and I was so proud to paint their hair and put it all up in ponytails. I could tell the kids were excited. William told me he understands three things to never say to a woman one-critisize her style, two-say she looks older, or three-notice she has gained weight…..ha ha. He is smart.
Getting in to getting in to bettershape and loving it.Time t lose my poochy. Getting a lot of comments that feels good. Getting freebees which is always nice. So I will blog again tomorrow. Having dinner with my brother who is leaving town. I love ou Peter and will miss u. Night Chippie!!