Ugh….

by Amy Cubbison on July 4th, 2010

Ugh…………How can I keep this house clean and straight this summer with all of the kids hanging out here? I have my three and then playdates and my nephew has been hanging out here a lot. Which the boys are loving to the upteenth degree. Anyways, I am just going to put some time and energy in to keeping house clean and then do what I do often and LIG……..let it go.
This morning is a really lazy one. Kaylee and I are still in bed. I have been reading, listening to music, checking my emails, resting my eyes on and off, and snuggling Kaylee and Bailey. I love that dog when he sleeps. Kaylee said then he is the best dog in the world. Ha ha. I hear you. ADHD drugs for puppy. Kaylee was singing the song to Bailey today that we will find his mother somewhere in the world…..Very cute. I love watchin the kids care and love for Bailey. Yesterday when we drove up his lil face was poking out of the shades to see us with his squirrel tail wagging.
Oh and by the way……..Happy Fourth of July! We are going to go to our friend’s pool a bit. Our neighborhood is having a children’s, decorated bike parade, then a neighborhood grill out. I am looking forward to seeing the kids and hopefully William will meet some kids his age.
Yesterday I hung out in the afternoon with my boys on the driveway. It is sunny in the front yard, and it was very chill. It reminded me of my father when I was a little girl-and how he would lay down on the concrete anywhere. I was laying on the driveway, which was warm from the sun, and giving Jac airplane rides and flips. William was painting next to us some wood boats he made. I kept on enjoying the surrounding beautiful, mature trees around us and the moment. Doing nothing my favorite thing to do.
Last night we went to dinner with my brother, Joey, and my parents. I was so missing my father so it was great to see him. He looked really good and it calmed my mind. Not sure if I blogged about it, but I had some sad, worrysome dreams about my father last week. I was telling him how much I love him to make him smile in the dream as I was in real life last night. The kids and I made my Dad smile a lot. It feels so good to see that. I kept on looking at my parents and thinking how hot they are at their ages, or any ages. This man was at the bar who was doing magic tricks for my kids. He was really entertaining. The kids really enjoyed it and then he did a trick or two for my father. The man kept on saying to me that my daughter and i were so similiar and both beautiful! It was in a nice way and not a perverted way.
I ate out breakfast, lunch and dinner yesterday……..feel like a piglet today. Oh well back to eating healthy on Monday.
Reading a new book I bought on Codependence as well as continuing my other ones of addicted to addicts and love. When I read those books, I really feel validated. I keep saying with codependence and ADD, I am covered/ I love to feel somewhat normal and understand some of my thoughts and feelings that don’t feel good.
Kaylee, I mean, Chloe and remember I am Coco, just came in dressed in the cutest, creative outfit, she put together. She has pizazz. She made up a song last night called, I’m cute, funny and make lot’s of money. Then she would stretch her arms out as if she was stretching a one hundred dollar bill. I said to her if you have a lot of money, give me some please. Ha ha. terra

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Ugh….

by Amy Cubbison on July 4th, 2010

Ugh…………How can I keep this house clean and straight this summer with all of the kids hanging out here? I have my three and then playdates and my nephew has been hanging out here a lot. Which the boys are loving to the upteenth degree. Anyways, I am just going to put some time and energy in to keeping house clean and then do what I do often and LIG……..let it go.
This morning is a really lazy one. Kaylee and I are still in bed. I have been reading, listening to music, checking my emails, resting my eyes on and off, and snuggling Kaylee and Bailey. I love that dog when he sleeps. Kaylee said then he is the best dog in the world. Ha ha. I hear you. ADHD drugs for puppy. Kaylee was singing the song to Bailey today that we will find his mother somewhere in the world…..Very cute. I love watchin the kids care and love for Bailey. Yesterday when we drove up his lil face was poking out of the shades to see us with his squirrel tail wagging.
Oh and by the way……..Happy Fourth of July! We are going to go to our friend’s pool a bit. Our neighborhood is having a children’s, decorated bike parade, then a neighborhood grill out. I am looking forward to seeing the kids and hopefully William will meet some kids his age.
Yesterday I hung out in the afternoon with my boys on the driveway. It is sunny in the front yard, and it was very chill. It reminded me of my father when I was a little girl-and how he would lay down on the concrete anywhere. I was laying on the driveway, which was warm from the sun, and giving Jac airplane rides and flips. William was painting next to us some wood boats he made. I kept on enjoying the surrounding beautiful, mature trees around us and the moment. Doing nothing my favorite thing to do.
Last night we went to dinner with my brother, Joey, and my parents. I was so missing my father so it was great to see him. He looked really good and it calmed my mind. Not sure if I blogged about it, but I had some sad, worrysome dreams about my father last week. I was telling him how much I love him to make him smile in the dream as I was in real life last night. The kids and I made my Dad smile a lot. It feels so good to see that. I kept on looking at my parents and thinking how hot they are at their ages, or any ages. This man was at the bar who was doing magic tricks for my kids. He was really entertaining. The kids really enjoyed it and then he did a trick or two for my father. The man kept on saying to me that my daughter and i were so similiar and both beautiful! It was in a nice way and not a perverted way.
I ate out breakfast, lunch and dinner yesterday……..feel like a piglet today. Oh well back to eating healthy on Monday.
Reading a new book I bought on Codependence as well as continuing my other ones of addicted to addicts and love. When I read those books, I really feel validated. I keep saying with codependence and ADD, I am covered/ I love to feel somewhat normal and understand some of my thoughts and feelings that don’t feel good.
Kaylee, I mean, Chloe and remember I am Coco, just came in dressed in the cutest, creative outfit, she put together. She has pizazz. She made up a song last night called, I’m cute, funny and make lot’s of money. Then she would stretch her arms out as if she was stretching a one hundred dollar bill. I said to her if you have a lot of money, give me some please. Ha ha. terra

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