Almost puberty

Well my son William is taking showers several times a day. I know what is goin to happen right around the corner and I also had a bit of insight late last night. I can’t expose my son during his adolescense-it is not fair to him when it is a difficult time to begin with. I have to monitor a lot I say on my blog now. I have friends that want their privacy. I have people who read it that I don’t want to expose some of my personal struggles, and I want to keep some sense of mystery. ha ha. I tell mostly all then I feel exposed whether via blog or boca. I need to control both. I think about not having a blog someday atleast a public one and there will come a time. The voyerism in me makes me write because I know others are reading which in turn causes me to do it. Then I document my life as well as my children’s life-which i hope will be a gift to both of us someday.
Kaylee took a nap yesterday in the car on drive home. She then said,”I understand how it seems that time stands still when we are asleep but it is really moving forward.” She is so smart. Speaking of smart Wills and Jac both did outstanding on their star testing. I was proud to see that, especially since I am not on them about that.
Kaylee is becoming really independent. She is asking for what she wants and communicating very well. I am very happy to see that. When I was little, I use to fret so much and not say anything. I still am working on that today. Ha. One example of Kaylee doing this is she wanted to bring her carseat in Maica’s car. So before I knew it she was carrying her car seat by herself all the way down the road.
Today after the gym-my mother is taking the boys clothes shopping for school. The kids start school tomorrow. I am happy and sad. Sad that I have to get up at seven to take them to school everyday. I am however vowing to not get on the computer before school and get up and whip everyone in to action and make them some hot breakfasts!