Cherry lime

Kaylee got a cherry limeade and I took a sip and it reminded me of Kami Kaze night down the shore back east. I have never liked or appreciated lime juice since then. That is a whole another story.
Just got back from taking eight kids To the Zivs. It was great fun but a task getting there. I hope that when I pull a big shift it makes up for some of my detrements.
I found out I have to go back and get another mamogram so I am scared again. I should have opened that mail last week. I went to a meteator and I feel relieved super sad and scared all in one. I want to run to comfort but realize I need to provide that to myself, much to may dismay.
I had another dream where I was caretaking and carrying my father all night. I wish I could express all of the love and feelings I have in these dreams.
So my bad luck has continued. I got rear ended today very hard. My neck, back and shoulder are aching. I wanted to just let it pass because I felt for the guy but I am learning I need to take care of myself to be a good example to my kids.
On a good note, I started my painting class today. It was so amazing to paint again. I got right in to it. It is a cozy, small studio, just like a like. So I will go to bed being grateful for that. ……..and my lovely children that heal me when I am with them………xo