Do the right thing!! It feels much better!

This is my new mantra……and old but I need to constantly remind myself of this. When I don’t act as I should it feels bad. We forget or I forget how good doing the right thing is. I am humbled lately because of so many bills etc. etc. and lil help how money just dissapers. There is an end to it, and I need to live accordingly. This has changed my perspective and motivated me to save, and create-which is a good thing. Speaking of Doing the right thing- i love love when my children learn the natural way. I see it daily. They dont brush everyday they get cavities-they don’t brush their hair tangles. etc. etc. I am not saying to not parent and be lazy but I am saying life teaches them so many lessons and those lessons make them change. I have been trying to get Kaylee to brush her hair daily. We fight like crazy. So I bought a really good brush and told her it makes her hair grow and be shiney, now she brushes all of the time. Now I just need to get my kids to clean up after themselves.
I have had two pretty bad weeks. I think I complained about things. I have felt so many different emotions-from relief, peace, utter lonliness, grief, nostalgia, empowered, desperation, nothing, broken hearted…….I have cried all day somedays……Today I am feeling like I am doing the right thing and I am looking forward to doing the right things, taking control of me and my children’s future.
oh and No more Dora, Kaylee said she is so over Dora! These are mile stones in a child’s life……by by Batman etc.
Jac had a tournament and played like the star he is going to be. I am proud and geting in to soccer. Neil is a great soccer dad. oh and most importantly happy birthday to my first born William. I can’t believe you are twelve? You are a gem, a genious, creative, sensitive and talented to the umth degree. I could not believe the love that poured from my heart so easily when I saw you for the first time. I remember it well. I love you with all my heart.