argh!!!!!!

by Amy Cubbison on April 7th, 2011

A bad ass day yesterday…..ha ha. I never say that word……I feel like a bad ass saying that…….uh oh I may get in trouble from fellow, conservative blog readers………anyways it was seriously one thing after another and some rather big things that I rather not right about……I am hoping and praying that goodness prevails……….My pain is still there and I am sort of living with it but looking forward to my surgery date……….I have been mostly enjoying the kids this week due to spring break. We had a couple really nice days at the pool, where it felt like summer. Kaylee is super close to swimming on her own and I feel proud to help her and feel her joy of success. THe past two days have been cloudy, and we had to get creative. We have had friends with children for dinner the past few nights and we all enjoy that. William has been very difficult this week but today we had another break through. A break through is when I find the kid that I remember. He still is a kid and I need to remember that. He just has hormones raging like all kids his age. Today took kids to lunch at Joey’s Barbyque pit and then to see Hop. It was such a creative, cute movie. Kaylee kept on saying,”I Love this movie.” Jac held my hand the entire time. We then had icecream. Wills ran in to some girls from school and ditched us like a hot potato.. Wills told me he wants me to be frumpy. I told him sorry it is not going to happen. Wills and I need to spend more time together and I am signing up for a teen parenting class that starts in a few weeks. He wants to live with Neil and although that breaks my heart, if he needs and wants to I have to let him go. Last night we had a fight and Jac cried. I felt terrible because even though it has been trying times, we have never really done it in front of kids or made anyone cry. Wills is either hyper happy, or hyper upset……..Kaylee learned to play Go Fish and we have been playing> It is really fun and cute-just as she is……………She said her tummy hurt tonight so she wanted me to make her homemade soup so I did…………She loved it……..My kids and some friends keep telling me that I should open a restaurant…….Nice thought but doubt it is in my future……..i don’t use recipes………….Anyways i am doing okay despite my current challenges new and old…….I keep looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, and every once in a while I see a glimpse of it…………..This weekend a dear friend invited me to the Padres game in the dugout seats. That will be fun and we are staying downtown which will be nice…………for a change……………………I went to the gym today and that was great. I have been swimming and riding my bike with the kids and that feels great. I feel like a child. I want to do a lot of things I use to do as a kid and have more fun, good healthy fun. I need to get in touch with that side of myself again. I also have been taking the dog for a walk and going up the stairs…..gotta get some muscle back that has been atrophying. ……Been hearing from some old friends from many years past and that has been fun> Everyone always say’s that I was funny and made them laugh…..I Like that! ALthough I was in trouble a lot. :)> Just at my expense sort of like my life just kidding…………THe more I listen to talk radio and learn about politics, the more frustrated I get………Where is righteousness? ………Going to watch Tangled with Kaylee and Jac now…..Heard it is cute. Kaylee likes it cuz she hates to brush her fricken hair and it is a total fight to get her to do that……….It is a nice day to stay home and go to bed early…….I love to stay home and in just as much or more now than I do to get out a bit>………I enjoy entertaining so much………………That is all for now……..

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