Happy Thanksgiving……

by Amy Cubbison on November 24th, 2011

I was feeling sooo tired last night that I went to bed at eight thirty…..It has caught up for me. We slept in till nine as well…..I am also feeling so lazy that I am dreading cleaning the kitchen (glad roomie is away) and barely can get out of my bed….Kaylee and jac slept with me last night and it was so nice. We finally convinced jac to sleep straight up so we dont get kicked in the face all night…….I was missing connecting with them…it is like blood for my veins, or oxegan for my body. that sounds so poetic but it is the only way I can describe it. It fillith my cup and then it goes away and I crave it again…I guess that is a good way for nature to make a mother want to spend regular time with her children…and a mother’s guilt, deserved or not deserved, to keep us on our toes…………………I wrote a list of what I am thankful for today and the lessons I learned. I will post it…….I kept it somewhat brief for me. ha….but I left out a few things…….I am now realizing the things I did not learn as a child, i will pass on to my children if i don’t change my behavior duh….one main thing is taking care of my things because things never meant that much to me but by not taking care of them, I wasted a lot of time, and that is not respectful to them or whom bought them to me…………Damn I wish i learned all these things much earlier…………..I need to get up , clean the kitchen, then go visiting friends on the way to my parents……….Lou gave me a political talking to last night. Not sure if it was me, or his delivery but I actually got a lot out of it……….and it reminds me how much I miss and crave learning….and to take my mind off superficial and inevitable things……like again……The only thing consistent is change….

From my-life

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