by Amy Cubbison on January 21st, 2012

I keep having this occuring thought to stop blogging……I need to listen to this…..i have been growing in so many ways but i think there is something healing about having a blog and about ending it…..It has helped me deal cathartically for the past three or four years, and preserved my children’s memories……so for that I will always treasure….and i will look forward to reading it when I am old and gray, hopefully still hot…..ha…….I will continue a private one and also work on my life funny stories book……..So today is my Dad’s birthday!! Happy Birthday Dad!! My mother is having a catered nice dinner party and my family from back east is in town…..It is going to be a special night…..The kids are all coming. They made cards and I am writing a poem and a speech…………….So much has been happening the past few weeks………good stories…..I guess the first one is the continuing roomate soap opera at home……It is entertaining…never lived with two woman very much and it is an experience….I did for a small while when I was in la jolla but I was really a kid then. As we all know I am a late bloomer………….None the less the lessons I am learning are priceless………I had to do community service the other day………It was very humbling. I have been procrastinating about it for a year……..I actually got a lot out of it. My back is hurting so I think I need to do something else but the day i did it-i will NEVER forget……..I love new experiences . Lou say’s I am the only one who would ever get something out of picking up trash and weeding the railroads……Ha lou said He would punish me when I do something wrong, but I would enjoy it to much. Ha…….I came out of the experience exhausted. I have never been so physically exhausted. The officer told me I was the worst raker in the world…I had never raked in my life….It was like a private Benjamin experience….I met great people, heard everyone’s stories, connected, learned to weed a bit, and met people I am going to hook up with jobs or such . I even met a pimp and got asked out a couple times…….Hilarious…….Anyways………..More humbling for me but again I got a lot out of it!! I kept thinking that people have to do this work all day everyday and how exhausting that would be-especially if they did not love what they are doing……..It opened my eyes….but I can tell you this I never appreciated a hot bubble bath and dinner more….Everyone wants me to post a pic with hard hat and vest on…

From my-life

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