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by Amy Cubbison on August 27th, 2012

Gotta have faith and or keep the faith….I have been somewhat of an impatient person in my life…..It is a muscle i have not exercised much…..I am patient on a daily basis but long term things I am not so good at…….Good things come to those who wait and if not then probably not meant to me…………….I just came from the gym and watched Rachel Ray cooking show…….I got some great ideas for cooking a chile sauteed shrimp and feta pasta…….I love her…..I also learned an interesting fact…..”.Oregano means joyous mountain” I picture someone hiking on a mountain that is beautiful and discovering the herb of oregano, while they were feeling free out in the beauty of nature………..So my family left….I have a lil empty feeling for that as well as other things…….WE dedicated our party saturday night to my father. I am less worried about him long term now. I massaged his feet the other day and we had a great conversation. I could see in his eyes the love he has for me, and how very important it is to connect with him. I asked him a lot of questions I was fearful of, and he responded. IT was a very nice in the moment, moment.They are coming to dinner wednesday night…..maybe I will try my new pasta dish……..This cheerleading schedule is good because it keeps me busy in a good, healthy way……four times a week so I am not cooking every night and entertaining as much……Sorry lou!!! Last night I cooked a good healthy dinner for my friend Mara from La jolla……The kids were so happy to see one another again. It has been a year……..Mara and I had great conversations. I adore her…………I feel peaceful with the relationships in my life right now……I like feeling peaceful………We had a great time staying over night at Angelas beach cottage. Sitting outside on the patio smelling the ocean air…….In bed by nine watching a netflix movie…….Everyone safe, content and happy……..I lent Angela my book on Coda. That book may not describe me exactly or others but one can definitely get some great lil nuggets from it………..I loved having my family here. I think Kaylee and I are going back east for Thanksgiving…..This weekend Dyane and me, and the girls may go visit Jean in SLO…………..Alll i Know is i want to be mellow, healthy, clear my mind, and enrich my soul while enjoying dear friends, and spending time with my children……….Kaylee was so cute cheering at the first game on Saturday……So adorable. I was a proud mom, on all of her moves. She is getting so fit………THey team won 24 to 0…………..I am going to go to the breast surgeon end of week, and hopefully everything is clear on that end…….I am cystic and I always have a pending fear somewhat on my mind. I want to ignore but I need to be proactive…………Doing so volunteer work this week then next week back to LeaveMeB and helping my brother. I am also going to look for something else so I feel more self sufficient……….

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