School is back!!!!!!!!!

by Amy Cubbison on August 22nd, 2012

School is back in and as much as I hate the routine and getting up early, as they both complain all morning, I am happy to have time to get back to normal life, and my routine……Wow that was one long run on sentence….ha ha….Anyways so far so good. We are going to have more structure in the children’s daily lives, and mine as well. Neil and I are working together and are good friends which is nice….Best way to do it apart, cooperate….Always have to remember main goal……I have been super social and super busy going back and forth from family, friends and my children. It is draining…So now I am ready to get back to the basics…….I am going to work on leaveMeB as well as help disabled people and my brother….I also am going to postpone grad school to take either a painting class or art history….I crave to learn again and I want everyday to be a day of growth love and peace………This cheerleading thing which i have been complaining about and dreading is not so bad> Yes it is three or four times a week but Kaylee likes it and I feel like i am being a good mother….She is so cute when she does her cheers…..It is so great Neil does soccer…Willis is in to photography and skating, and surfing…..oops I forgot I don’t have a teenager….. So today I am doing a bunch of responsible things before I work out……This eve is one of my bff’s birthday at Union…..So I will bring Kaylee and go by for a little bit…..I am so not in to drinking right now. I want sleep, health, meditation and to work out like a maniac…….Sometimes I need that………A lot of emotion has come up this past week………First that I have concerns about my breasts, and my niece also has a call back…….My father has been more sick than my family lead on to me……..SO that is always on my mind and any minute with him is precious…….There are some other family problems in my extended family that i feel deeply about. Trying to remember worrying does not help anyone but I am a feeling soul…..So i will resort to prayer….OH and yes the Jesus music has been out…..The other day I was feeling anxious so I took a bath, prayed, read spiritual reading, meditated and did yoga and I was as good as new…..It is nice to see that I can take care of myself………….The first day of school for the children is always an emotional time for me and brings up things….Thank God my kids are so much more self sufficient and independent than I expect them to be…..I always feel as if all the moms and dads are happy and they are better paretns than myself. I get intimidated and somewhat insecure because I know I lack in the organization and mundane things……But I have made a lot of changes and progress this last year so I hope and will always to continue to evolve in being a better person………My niece, sister, nephew and nieces, brother in law ect. are in town………I love it so much. Nothing like being around family. I miss them as they reside back east…Kaylee has had a blast with her cousin OLivia whom is the same age as she is…………So it is going to be a nice family week………Looking forward to a clean week, with a lot of love, structure, health and family.

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