Good morning

by Amy Cubbison on November 17th, 2012

This morning Kaylee, Sofia, and Emma brought me breakfast in bed with a rose…….It was so thoughtful and sweet……Just what I need to energy for to go downstairs and clean up the mess from having four teenagers over and four little girls-not to mention the adults for my entertainment Lou, and Dyane…..Although Lou was on his soap box, and not about politics this time. He was talking to Dyane, the worst hypochondriac in the world. She has put herself in a casket five times this month all to have everything come out clean. She was talking to lou about a freckle in her eye and Lou scared the bejesus out of her…….Love Lou but never go to be consoled or feel better..:)…………The puppy is growing on us……Lou and Maica’s girls are going to share and help. We need to get her trained. She is the most mellow, pup. She just wants to be held all of the time or cries…..Yesterday at Bestawan, i forgot about her a few times and it reminded me of how I was after having my first baby…..You are not use to having to care for someone all of the time at first………I remember one morning I got up when Wiliam was a few days old………He was sleeping for a rare moment (ha) but i was doing laundry and for about thirty minutes I did not even remember I had him…….until he woke up crying…….New Moms are so sleep deprived that they sometimes do odd things…..I could tell you some more stories………….My back is feeling better but it got me worried for a while…..I always have the fear that i may have to get another surgery….I bought some Emu oil which is suppose to be a miracle worker……Yesterday i had lunch with my brother at bestawan. Well it turned in to a four hour lunch. I have been in the mood to stay home and be mellow lately. Yesterday was just one of those unexpected days where I ran in to person after person I knew. It was really fun…….Plus dont’ be shocked-I have a new friend, that is meant to be in my life…..she is my age, divorced, fun, cute, nice and we have soooooo many things in common and two degrees of separation…..So that is always fun especially when some of my friends are getting hitched……I think I am going to also work part time at a high fashion boutique. I think it will be good for me, to get dressed, get out, meet people, and help me feel better about myself…..Plus I can use a lil extra money………..I have had to practice good boundaries with some people in my life. I felt that i was getting sucked dry……..It took me a few extra days but I did it…..I love to be there for people, and i love to help however when it comes at the cost of my own sanity and effects my family……I can’t do it……..My mother said my father slept through the night last night…….so that makes me feel good……..We may go to an afternoon movie about Lincoln, which I would love to see……I am craving stimulation )mental). I have been reading article after article on healing a broken heart, self love, faith and having a larger purpose. I have found some really great ones……The more I learn about Budhism, the more I like it………..Looking forward to Thanksgiving, as we are all going to Tapenade, one of my favorite la jolla restaurants…………So after my bad days (s) i once again came through it and out the other side…….If only everyone would hold on one more day when the future seems bleak…….:) :)………Off to clean ……and you know how much I love to do that……

From my-life

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