Spring Break Continuation

by Amy Cubbison on April 5th, 2013

The week is winding down, or in other words my friend is leaving tomorrow. Good Bye La Costa Resort, I will miss you but I will be back someday permanent. :)….Losing, selling, and having material things stolen not to mention not being able to afford the special things I use to has not only been humbling but it has gave me a much greater appreciation for when I do enjoy them, but also how if I can be happy this way, then I can be happy anyway. I also will take better care of things, and at the same time they do not have a hold on me. I was thinking about how William always wants me to buy him things. At a very young age I resorted to buying things to feel good. When that is taken away from me, i have to deal with my real feelings. I have had a lot of feelings ranging from liberation to envy. but……that which does not kill me makes me stronger and I see it. All I know is I am going to work really hard to be able to do the things I want, and not have my children or myself go without. That feels powerful and motivational. This weekend setting up our new Leave Me B biz plan in to action. I sold another painting and am excited to have a wall in a gallery….I have had the week off from working with my brother as the kids have Spring break. I have enjoyed every minute of it. I am having so much fun, with my childhood friend, Cindy. I have also been surrounded around my children and watching friends children. It has been so nice. I realize how much I enjoy children of all age-especially the ones you don’t need to change their diaper…My ceiling is fixed and looks great. Finally getting my house back in nice shape after having neil and the boys there for a few weeks. I am going to do some work, and then head to the gym, and then off to the pool at spa with all of the kids again. I feel bad Cindy has a son William’s age and I can’t get him to hang out. I don’t want to force him but I feel bad for Cindy’s son. He is a great kid…….Tonight even though I really do not want to go, Dyane organized a girls night. Oh well a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do. 🙂

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