Ho Ho Ho…….

by Amy Cubbison on November 29th, 2016

I have been in such the holiday mood that I almost feel that the holidays have come and gone. ha ha. Just kidding. I love to make plans but when the weather is cold outside, my plans become limited……..I know the other half of the country is laughing at us here in cali…….No place I’d rather be.
After the post birthday blues……..I am feeling up and up………I always do when I take good care of myself……….sleep, eat well, exercise, moderation on the vino…….…I am so in to watching these suspense murder mysteries that it is effecting my life. I love them and cant get enough but then my dreams are terrible. I even find myself being paranoid outside like everything is a clue for a case. I need to mix it up with my old favorite love, romance, drama and comedy…….I felt like yesterday I had an Aha moment such as Oprah calls it during hot yoga………..I definitely believe I am going through some transitions………….necessary ones……….I have a bit more confrontation in my life but that is because I stand up for myself more, have better boundaries and no longer want to be told what to do and treated like a child. My epiphany was that I can be strong, and I want to be strong but I can still be fair, honest, and kind. I am not going to be the person that that everyone blames everything on and take it, even if it is not my doing. I am going to speak my truth, evaluate my position and wrongs if there are any, admit them and then let it go. I will not beg for friendships or anything. I tell you it is uncomfortable at first because others do not like it and it surprises them. I just envisioned the life I want and the person I want to be……..and it felt fabulous!!!!! I also had a huge inspiration for writing a children’s book with Kaylee……………one goal at a time but I want to live life to the fullest and not be so upset over an age spot or a wrinkle because life is so much more than that. I am so grateful for the love and relationships I have in my life and have cultivated…………..The other night Kaylee was missing me so we layed in bed and watched “Breakfast at Tiffanys” holdings hands and eating popcorn. This has become a tradition……Kaylee kept on hugging me and telling me how much she loved me and it was the best feeling in the world!!!!! and again…….when I find myself from time to time worrying about the future………….I just remind myself to bring myself back to the present and the worry goes away…………….

From my-life

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