meloncoly mood

by Amy Cubbison on November 18th, 2007

“I just came back from Diane’s party and had a very nice time but am in a very sentimental meloncoly mood. I feel like I am desiring love so bad that I don’t know where it is coming from. Obviously it is a void of somewhat that I apparantly have always had but it still hurts. I was talking to Diane tonight and she just hugged me and it felt so good. So many people told me I was so beautiful tonight and although it felt good to hear that, it was not enough-or it is fleating…………….I am going to go to bed because I am probably tired and tomorrow hit church so I can cleanse my unGodly thoughts. Why am I such a complex person with so many emotions? People say that they love that about me but I don’t know that old saying goes-it is tough being me. ALl I know is I am loving on my kids and enjoying each moment with them and feeling bad when my thoughts have taken me elsewhere……………….Neil and Wills had a nice time tonight. I am glad for that. NEil said Wills had a couple nervous anxiety attacks ie; choking and my heart bleeds for him. I get it and I want to help him but he is so hard to cuddle and love……………Bon nuit!”

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