Dam*&**&*(*

by Amy Cubbison on June 13th, 2009

I AM SO UPSET I HAD TO SWEAR. I FINALLY GET A MINUTE TO UPDATE MY BLOG, WHICH IS NOT A DAILY LOG THESE DAYS AND I JUST DELETED IT AGAIN. CRAP. IT WAS A GOOD ONE, AS THEY USUALLY ARE. OH WELL ABREVIATED VERSION.
JAC IS BACK PLAYING SOCCER AGAIN. HE IS SOLICITING SPONSERS NOW. NOT A GOOD TIME TO SOLICIT MONEY RIGHT NOW WHEN NOBODY SEEMS TO HAVE ANY.
I JUST WATCHED TALES OF DEPARDEUX WITH THE KIDS AND THEN TOOK A WALK WITH THEM. QUALITY TIME IS SO HEALING AND GOOD FOR US ALL. I LOVE BEING OUTSIDE AND OBSERVING BEAUTY ALL AROUND. I AM SEEING SO MUCH BEAUTY IN LIFE AND IN EACH AND EVERY PERSON THESE DAYS-DESPITE THAT I AM DEALING WITH A LOT OF STRESSORS. IT SEEMS GOD JUST KEEPS PUTTING PEOPLE IN MY LIFE FOR SPECIFIC REASONS OR TO LEARN SPECIFIC LESSONS. I AM REALLY FINALLY GROWING AND UP AND DEALING WITH THINGS THAT I HAVE BEEN PRETENDING HAVE NOT BEEN THERE OR WHATEVER THINGS I HAVE CONGUERED UP IN MY HEAD OF PHSYCHOLOGY-WALLS? BOUNDRIES, ISSUES WHATEVER?
MY MOTHER AND I ARE HAVING STRUGGLES, BUT HOPEFULLY WE WILL COME OUT AHEAD. I WANT AND LONG FOR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND IT IS NOT EASY TO GET IN MY FAMILY. ENOUGH SAID OR I AM NOT RESPECTING OTHERS BOUNDRIES. DAMN-THIS BOUNDRY THING IS A PAIN IN THE NECK-IT LEAVES ONE SO LIMITED. HA HA
KAYLEE PLAYED WITH JAMES THE OTHER DAY. THEN SHE SAID TO ME SHE WAS CURIOUS WHO SHE WOULD END UP MARRYING COLE OR JAMES. I SAID THAT SHE WILL HAVE A LONG HUGE LIST OF SUITABLES AND SHE WILL CHOOSE THE BOY WHO TREATS HER THE BEST. THEN SHE SAID,’WELL YES AND BESIDED COLE HAS ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES THAT HE NEEDS TO DEAL WITH FIRST BEFORE I MARRY HIM. HE ALWAYS TELLS ME TO DO THINGS HIS WAY OR NO WAY. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF-THEY ALL DO DARLING. HA HA.
IT IS MELANIE HAM’S BDAY TONIGHT AND THE GIRLS ARE GOING OUT. I AM SORT OF IN THE MOOD TO DANCE. I WANT TO GO TO CHURCH TOMORROW SO I WANT TO NOT BE OUT LATE. MAYBE THEY HAVE A HAPPY HOUR DANCE CLUB FOR TIRES BUSY MOMS-HEY I JUST THOUGHT OF ANOTHER BUSINESS ADVENTURE. DON’T STEAL MY IDEA!

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  1. not sure what you mean?

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