In love

by Amy Cubbison on October 27th, 2009

I am feeling so in love with my kids. You know how it is mostly love, then at times chaos but all worth it. I sometimes feel so much love for them all or each one. Today it is mostly Jac and Kaylee that I am adoring. William has a friend over and is super hyper, more than normal. I just took them to the park and then we have to go back to the fricken sports store to get more paintball stuff that they forgot. They are now paintball crazy-new stage, atleast till they get a new obsession. Anyways what was I saying? OH back to being in love with them. Kaylee with her new haircut and her cute sassy attitude is killing me. I went to sleep holding her hand last night and just feeling as if I was going to burst from loving her so much. She brushed her teeth and then she said to me,”How do you like my shiners?” She also said to Jac a few times yesterday, not sure if I wrote about it, but she kept saying,”So how is that working for you?” I said, “Who are you doctor phil?” ha. It was funny. She keeps singing to everything on the radio tv etc. Whether a commercial or rap or Christian music. She sings at the top of her lungs everyword so clear. We have been listening to Jordan Sparks which cd, is fabulous. It is so cute to watch her emotions and expressions while she sings. I need to video it. She also told me never leave her alone with wild boys. I said,”Who were the wild boys?” She said,”William and Jac., they are out of control and not listening to a word I say, and fighting.” She also told me,”Boys are not her thing.” I thought, not yet babe,,,,,,,,,,,,and if you are like Mom it won’t be long or you may already be there. ha . Jac and Kaylee have been playing house today and hugging. They have the cutest affection for one another. All the time I look at my kids when they are behaving and not fighting and think how lucky they are to have eachother. I remember feeling so lonely and wanting young siblings to play with .
This morning I was woken up by WIlls requesting pancakes. I made them chocolate chip pancakes and they were so happy, that the extra effort was so worth it. Then the entire house smelled like goodness.
We have to go get Wills Halloween costume although he is not to worried about it.
I keep thinking about my relatives and loved ones who are older and either not well or lonely. It sucks to get older and break down. I wish I could send them all love and multiply myself to be with them all at one time. I love you Aunt Shirley, Aunt Hossie, Minor and my Dad.!!!
I need to take the kids out they are getting restless. I was in heaven on this fall, cloudy day just watching movies but the contentness has silenced and gotten restless or the contenders so therefore gotta take them out to run. Check u later.

From my-life

  1. i wish i could write everything….:)

  2. ha ha ha ha..okay i hear you

  3. I haven’t checked in here for a while since I thought it was getting boring, but the last few posts are good quality so I guess I will add you back to my daily bloglist. You deserve it my friend 🙂

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  5. joe permalink

    You sound like a great mom and person. thanks for sharing

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